I always turn to this thread when I feel bad somehow. It‘s my new outlet, my safe space, since my old one kinda got destroyed. Anyways, I am fighting my bad conscience because I am not responding to messages from good friends of mine. They just wanna stay in touch with me and I am ignoring them. I don‘t even understand myself.
What the absolute fucking hell is wrong with this day? Let me write a list of bad things that happened ONLY TODAY: - started the day with waking up from a nightmare - my window suddenly cracked - my laptop won‘t open because the mechanism is blocking itself and I can‘t solve it - my grandpa, who just went through a kidney transplant, is apparently struggling and in pain and they fear the transplant might be unsuccessful
Can I just end this day before it gets even worse?